8:54 PM ; Wednesday, June 20, 2007
wooooohhhh. there's SO MUCH to update about. never mind, first of all, thanks to all those who come visit me! thanks jolene, i know that i will always have you ^-^! ok, about last week i went to watch fantastic 4 with tessa and we had FUN! she promised to bring me eat fried mars bars at chippy!so we shall ok! and the movie was kinda good, except that the victor fellow was uneeded when he burst out in an evil comeback that puts me off instead of making me scared. after which we had a nice snack downstairs. barbequed meat was sufficent for me!
as for this week....oh boy. there's so much to finish on the newspaper and all that filthy crap. like BOOO. i really don't want to return to school to have stress alll over again. oh well. but i am really looking forward to band tommorrow.(yeesh. it's tommorrow already. time is a freak) band is fun! still, it can be very stressful. oh YES. yesterday i went to jolene's house to study( well , a bit) and we did rather fun stuff after that XD. but the pictures can't upload!! i'll try again later XD.
oh and by the way, i changed my url because i found that it sounded CUTER. and right now i feel like a frog with my throat like a desert. sigh. life for you. i still remember my dream the day before when i saw another me standing in front of me. now, this is not another harry potter scene. in fact it was rather typical hayao miyazaki scene but anyway, we were standing in this large field with lovley lush green grass and cooling breeze. (getting reminded of howl's moving castle already?) it was nice and sunny; brenda to brenda. just that what the other brenda said didn'y make me feel any better. in a very whining tone, she said" do you know that at the rate you are going you are very slow? this way you will fail your exams you know. you always say you want to work hard but you never do. you had better get up and do somemore." she said( or i said?) loads of other things i cannot remember, but i got up after that.
i just hate it when my conscience attacks me in my sleep. well i ahd another dream about band when i wasn't practicing enough, but that's another story.
