1:38 AM ; Thursday, October 15, 2009
hmm okay here we go.I'VE MOVED.
yeah LJ's the way to go (:
www.choccandyteddy.livejournal.com
3:02 AM ; Friday, March 06, 2009
update!
6:32 AM ; Thursday, November 20, 2008
oh by gum WAS BAND FUN TODAY.haha you're going to think i'm crazy but things are so fun with mr choy around!he dances to the music and laughs at our mistakes. oh man i could go on ranting all day. too much sugar i think. i mean who wriggles their eyebrows when someone makes a mistake? especially what happened today:
(we were playing the eighties, an awesome score with awesome songs but awfully hard)
the band plays seriously funkily, so mr choy wriggles his eyebrows non-stop.
mr choy: okok, now let's play material girl. which i have no idea how it sounds like (little laugh)
whole band: laughs loudly
cheryl:wasn't he born in the eighties?
me: goodness knows
honestly! man i hope he conducts more in the future. aiya, i have so many things to do but i'm still blogging. i'm really beyond myself sometimes. ahh, i guess i really am looking forward to cell retreat. i guess coals might be fun too.
REMEMBER BRENDA, COALS CAN HELP YOU LOSE WEIGHT. ok there we go. i'm slightly more ready.
ahhhh. i just remembered i haven't done something important, despite my sudden urge to post about how i have bought everything for outdoor cooking except the carrots. never mind, i'll do that later. 2 more weeks to japan! ah the pretty cute girls in saxophone section! (that sounded a bit gay, but haha, who doesn't love making friends who are like that!)
7:07 AM ; Tuesday, November 18, 2008
there was dragon boating today. man was it tiring, but surprisingly awfully fun too, haha.you paddle paddle paddle away and your arms will ache like crazy, but i was unsually enthusiastic for a watersport nonetheless.
but now i'm so tired. i just wanna plop down to sleep. and i've got a mountain load of things to do. not to mention that i haven't even touched my holiday homework. sigh.
your life can be full, but not fulfilling.
and sometimes when you can't see what's there, don't fear when the phantom may never come, but seek solace when it pounces.
7:25 AM ; Monday, November 17, 2008
christmas come
ahhh it's been so LONG since i've posted, haha!
super busy with coals and cca. man i'm getting seriously annoyed with stupid spoilt instruments and such.
gahh. and the fact everyone's so eager to cut cost that no one's doing christmas decorations anymore! what's that about! ): when i go japan i hope it'll be better. haha. maybe livia will be doing a solo at jazzdream :D but i can't take all the rides there. sigh. so much for being brave.
did i tell you my parents are the whackiest ever? haha. but i'm too lazy to upload all the latest photos now. and speaking of christmas, my mom asked me 4 things i want. then she can choose, and she was so proud of the idea. man they can be so cute sometimes! hmmm, i want lots of things. i'll just randomly list a few.
1. a hug and a kiss from everyone!
2.dbsk albums :D
3.an instrument! (but it's going to cost easily 4300. like the lousy one i have that's getting fixed)
4.a canon e1? nah, actually i just like it because it's cute
5.a great family dinner or with loads of friends i haven't seen for a LONG TIME. we can all cook
our own food. ahh, now that's christmas. with lots of love and giving.
you don't think i'm terribly cheesy do you? ): i guess i am, haha. oh i want gingerbread men with lots of lights and smiles but all i see are commercial gimmicks half-heartedly (or no heartedly for that matter) casually strewn on streets. have you even seen the tree in parkway?
it's like a tree with lame saucers. it doesn't even look like what it's supposed to!
christmas isn't about toys, but love! remember He was born because of love.
so i want to make a difference. haha.
i shall go round doing something special this year, but it'll be my secret. haha.
maybe everyone can do something too. you know when you smile at others they actually smile back? i find myself doing that really often now, even breaking out into a grin. haha.
it can be fun.
really! if i'm in a super good mood i shall say hi to the bus uncle, haha. ok, now i have to go pack for dragon boating. i must remember it's a lovely tanning weight-losing session.
yes that's what it is. with bonding! exactly. wonderful. super.
awesome. think pretty sexy korean girl image or something. ok, now i think i'm ready.
oh and i must show some picture of junsu and changmin. ahh, they're amazing. especially junsu's voice XD
5:18 AM ; Monday, November 03, 2008
long time no post, haha.
i have been watching loads of DBSK/TVXQ. oh my changmin, junsu and yunho are so CUTE. ahaha. i think i've launched into the fangirl mode. too bad they don't come in singaporean versions. HAHA.
i think that losing weight can be really hard. i tell myself ok, tomorrow. tomorrow i'll seriously diet and excercise like crazy but i end up eating more than usual. arrugh. how can i go to japan like this. i'm getting really shallow now.
ah well. i tell you. that sometimes trying to keep up can be so. tiring. like you climb climb climb but sometimes it's just not good enough. it makes you stop and reconsider. what am i fighting for anyway? i think i'm too short-sighted, seriously. and selfish.
i miss the times where you
won't get into trouble when you don't think so much.
8:05 AM ; Sunday, October 26, 2008
ok, i have offically learnt my lessonno. wearing. of. skirts. or. dresses.
especially to church. man it was just so uncomfortable. i guess now in many ways more than one i may be a little less feminine than i thought. i met all the wrong people today and i felt so uncomfortable. seriously, i should just lose weight before i try anything funny.
proposals have been raining down on me too, which by the way i have no idea how to do. hmmm. goes to show that i really shouldn't be a boss or manager in the future. by the way, i realised that i have been turning rather invisible lately. when i say something nobody listens. is it beacause i'm too lame or something? ah but i have been told and i do have the impression that everyone like queiter people better. i do suppose they prove to be more charming anyhow.
sigh. disney movies always say you have to be yourself. what can you do if yourself isn't good enough?
